Hi Juicy Jayne, for the past years, I have been struggling
with how I will find happiness. Am a single mother, my baby's dad
was my school lover. He promised me marriage after his NYSC. Along the line, I
became pregnant while still in school and eventually dropped out of school cos
of how difficult things became.
At the end of everything he left me with the child for five years now. I have move on , but getting
another man has been so difficult. A man will really love me but once I tell
him that I have a baby, they will change and will want to take advantage of me. Am very sensitive that I easily noticed. And
once I notice that, I keep off. Now I have chosen to be on my own .I closed my
heart over love and friendship ,Since its a crime to have a child . The one
that loves me, I try forcing myself to love him back ,but Its not just working
out.
what should I do?
Cause I can't marry a man I don't love. Now am
single and scared of giving in to any relationship cos of my experience. since its hard to find
love , I have chosen to remain with my kid . But my parents have been on my
neck for marriage that I had to go back to school to start all over again..am
through with my diploma ,now am planning on going back to school for My HND
soon. please advice me on what to do and how to go about it. Am confused!!
Men are
still coming after me but they are not my spec. What should I do? Advice me cos
I don't want to make mistake again and I don't want to settle down with a man I
don't love. my
aunty says to me to just go like that ,that later love will grow.i try so hard
to develop the love but is not working. Am 5.6 tall ,am slim and a figure 8 shape. Am fair in complexion.if I
tell people that I don't have a man in my life , they hardly believe me.they said
am too pretty to be single. Atimes if someone tells me that am beautiful, I feel
they are flattery me. Am
God fearing, strong hardwork, intelligent and all that.i have met lot of married
men that want to take me as a second wife. They promise to please me in any
which way that I want if only I will accept there proposal. But I don't want. Advice
me .
Mercy, Abuja
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