Hi Juicy
I know this is a little long but I can't leave any of it out and am desperate for help. Please read it.
I feel an incredible amount of pain and fear right and I'm not asking you to go easy on me; I just know how hurtful my actions are already and need to get a little guidance and perhaps be able to talk to someone who is like me... (although I really wouldn't wish that on anyone) versus being told what a horrible person I am. Other forums have produced nothing but people who want to just stop by and tell me I'm SH*T. I don't see the point.
