I WAS CURSED AND NOW I MASTURBATE IN FRONT OF KIDS AND WOMEN FROM UNCOMPLETED BUILDINGS

Hello Juicy,

I absolutely love your blog and what you have going on in here. It's quite commendable. Keep up the good work!
I personally felt the need to share with you and your readers my problem in order to get help. Trust me, I dont look like half the man that most women think i am when they first meet me. I look normal but I have a curse hovering around my life.

Just reading Mrs Agnes' story made me realise how much filth many people are carrying and trying to clean up. The more they try, the harder the stains come off. I am in my late thirties born in and brought up in Ijegbu ode, western part of Nigeria. I am the first child and son in a family of eight. Growing up was all about surviving. It wasn't always easy but as a teenager, I found myself in the wrong mix, disturbing and terrorizing the girls in the neighborhood and getting what i could to get..


My sexual life that i currently have; sprouted from the very first moment, i was lured into the cougar world by an older woman who was married to one of the richest traders in the 90s. She took care of my needs and occasionally would send my mother food, clothes and money even though my mother was in the dark as to why she was favored by this said woman. I must make it clear that these women never met at the time of our illicit relationship. Ofcourse it was a taboo and with all of the money i was getting from her, i could afford to stay off the streets and away from my boys.

She was a woman in need, sexually as her husband wasn't always around and then i was just a 17year old boy whose libido was extremely high and sex was constantly occupying my mind such that when I wasn't actually having sex, i was most definitely masturbating or watching porn (Blue film as it was called back in the 90s when we had it on VHS)

I was having rough sex with this woman one night while we thought her husband was on a trip to Kaduna central market unknown to us that news had gotten around to him about how unfaithful his wife was while he was away on trips. Yes, he gave her the notion that he was traveling with the intent to catch us redhanded.

Thinking about that day, brings the horrid memories rushing in and for what its worth, that was the worst mistakes of my life but the genesis of my nemesis as till today at 39years, i still masturbate in bushes or uncompleted buildings secretly.
While we were having sex, we heard the door blast open with her husband, gateman and one other man i couldnt place his face, forced their way in.
Jane, trust me when i say that it was chaos as we couldnt disentangle from each other. I was stuck inside her like her vagina cuffed me in tightly, i was almost passing out becaause blood was no longer flowing in or out of my penis. And that's the reason people die from "Magu" when they dont get released on time from the spell by the one who put it.

As God would have it, after alerting the neighbours that night, even news had gotten to my parents who were now present, the husband released me only because i was a teenager and probably was lured in, but not without a curse that didnt seem to matter at the time.
This old man said with all anger inside of him that i would never have peace in my life and that my manhood will destroy me; where ever the sole of my feet steps on in this life, i will expose my nakedness like a mad man in heat to the full glare of everyone who cared to watch.

This curse wasnt activated until i got into the university in Kwara state. I cant count how many times i had been stoned for masturbating in from of kids, women or girl in an uncompleted building or in a bush when i see any trace of them. It kicks in occasionally and as a result of that i haven't had a stable job because when the urge comes to have sex or masturbate, i become restless.

I cant tell you the atrocities, i have committed cus they are as bad as the word, atrocity. I might take them to the grave but people who know me from back home and know what happened, have even advised that i go for deliverance but yet after a couple of months, the urge comes and i stay indoors masturbating. The skin around my penis have grown weak and stretched from pulling and vigorous rubbings. No woman can stay with me because of my insatiable need for sex. I dont know what to do. At 39, i am still ruined by one childhood act. No job, No wife, No relationship and No money. I think i might just give it up and end it all. Am miserable. I truly am, please help. Am at my rock bottom, please!
I insist that you hide my identity pls if you must post!
Thanks.

Mr. Sad (Not his real name upon request)

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