For security reasons I would love to hide my identity. I am a woman of 30years and life has not been easy for me, not because I am from a poor background… far from it, I have had my needs taken care of from conception till now.
From childhood, I have always been different, treated and looked differently by my family because of my gender. At first I never took notice of my body until I turned 13 and I knew there was something strange about my genitals. A girl in the midst of five boys, I thought I was like them until my first menstruation and the budding of my breasts. Looking at my brothers back then, they never had to bleed like the way I did because I have what they have too. I have a penis and underneath it is a vagina. That made me different and strange.
As I became aware of myself, I got more confused because these organs are fully developed and functional. I asked questions, saw doctors and was told that I am an hermaphrodite. Upon knowing who I am, I never dressed in front of anyone until after falling in love with my roommate in high school at sixteen… she was wild and a bisexual who tried to get me to loosen up. It started the day, it totally skipped my mind to lock the door while I was having my bath, she barged into the bathroom only to figure out the one reason why I had been so shy all along.
To cut the long story short, we have had series of sexual escapades till I graduated and I had to come back to Nigeria to serve. Ever since then, I have had to recoil into hiding because people don’t associate with our kinds. I am more a woman than man and have come of age to settle down. I need say that I have a womb and doctor says that I can deliver a child. I don’t think I have hopes of living permanently outside Nigeria because I am to take care of family business as my father will be retiring next month. So I am wondering if there is any man out there that has and can marry me just the way I am? Would it make any man gay?
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SOME RESPONSES FROM FACEBOOK
- Ozoya GreatEnoch It won't make any man gay because you look more like a woman. You need to open up to reality and accept who you are before you can be accepted, God doesn't make mistakes. You can be loved for who you are. Reading your story wasn't easy and I'm lost in mystery; tried to be in your shoes but felt a lonely world in secrecy. Don't isolate yourself. Love and keep loving #AcceptingDiversity
- Leomartins Timbernez Okeke strange story.. Juicy can i see her for personal talks
- Victor Mbanude Hope u have moneyooo?
- Ejike Charles James Hmm! My heart goes out to her
- Victor Mbanude What gender could this person be to God?
- Ik Kalu Hmmmm... her or his kind is not easily find around here. Why not she/he live where he/she is accepted and feel better. Issue of gay? Yes na. Na 14 yrs oh
- Amaechi Matthew It is possible my dear.
- Sunday Ogbadako Na wha 4 u
- Bamshak Patrick Guyim With God tinz will be possible,,,i hope so
- Emmanuel Jerrykay Horluwasegun Oh dear u will surely see someone willing to !! In as much you look like a woman than a Male ; then it s settled ...BUT are you still attracted to females ??Am I permitted to share ?? @ juicy??
- Charles Nwachukwu woah! tough one... neva knew a human can be a hermaphrodite... still shocked... speechless... #there r questions yet to be answered... many questions
- Joseph James Sure.....why not if not. u're Gods precious. creature jus lik every1 else. juicy jayne, pls am sending u a message. i really wanna discus somthin very important wit u pls?
- Lugard Lusty Ayuba Wat a story. It can neva mak any man gay,bt mak sure u ar ready 2do away wit ur male ogan satisfaction 2get a gud man. Gud luck.....
- Jameso Jimmy If God ever give grace to his children.....i pray for God's grace as it regards to your heart desire but my dear you must be very careful since you gone public
- Destiny Bassey Umoh Tell her 2 go 4 surgery
- Otunuyi Neemah Abiodun So many ques running thru my mind. Even if she finally gets settled nd pregnant, she shouldn't even try going to any of Nigeria's General hospital for delivery cos thats the day Ojutaiye wuld carry her picture nd story.
- Joseph O Audu tell her to contact Modupe Ozolua the Founder of Body Enhancement limited Nigeria! she need to undergo a corrective surgery where the unwanted penis should be removed
- Msughter Emmanuel Dzer Possible for her to get married. Question is, is she to settle de way she is or would accept a gender correction?
- Lilian Ella wow this is a strange story , but just put your trust in him surely he will deliver you cos he created you .dont be scared God ud your helping hans.
- Nse Victorking Since you are more woman than man you have to go for a surgery and cut off the male genital and then you can get married without being afraid. Secondly a man making love to you does not make him a gay unless it is anal sex.
- Obiora Chinedu Ahh this is a strange story ooh. Abeg Conductor Wuse bus stop dey ooh, I wan drop
- Jude Nwachukwu pple like me wey owu dey wipe no mind o, since u have the money y ? I can marry ur type times ten
- Anthony Onyeador Welcome stranger, you're now in public. Whatever you'll say is entirely up to you. What I can say to you is to weigh all your measures, advices and aspirations towards your being and have your family and God to support you. It's not about your "NOW" th...See More
- Babajide Adeyina Lol@Victor Mbanude
Joel Dauda Amishe A surgery can be done to remove the male genital s an you will be fine although very expensive an not in Nigeria.
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