"Hopefully my 4th suicide attempt will take me out of this miserable world."_Depressed Boy Says

I was scrolling through instagram when i saw a screengrabbed conversation between a boy with the username Artsymyk and his followers who is depressed about his life and how he never wants to grow old or live beyond 30years.
 "Never will i wish to grow old . Nope.. God is wicked to me, He brought me here to suffer and he makes it a sin for me to take my life. Kai.. I am 23 and i pray to die at anytime soon. Hopefully my 4th suicide attempt will take me out of this miserable world." He wrote.
I know its not an easy life we all have and the world is unbearable for a lot more than a few. I will not deny that i haven't been through this lane of committing suicide before.
I have!

More than once!
I am not proud to say this but when life hits you hard and pushes you beyond your limits to bounce back, the only option left on the table put out by the devil is to take your life. He does that because He knows that you cant see whats in store for you on the otherside. And what's in store is the reward for holding on which surmounts the pain that life had thrown at you.
Your life is not yours to take and taking it means you are selfish because you do not put into consideration those tied to your apron who would be way more devastated at your irrational decision.
I have learnt to block the sounds of sorrow from distracting my tranquility even in a choatic stance because overtime,i have come to realise that the circumstance that once made you feel like taking your life is always forgotten immediately a door of escape appears.

And oooh,,it does appear,making you look back and wondering what evil spell was put on you that made you think you could take your life.
Your tribulations are your tests that you must pass to get to your destiny. Unless you pass whatever it is that you have been predestined to pass in life, you would always have this cycle repeat itself over and over again.
The greater your trials, the great your blessings!
Life is not for the weak.
Nothing is ever handed to anyone on a platter of gold.
You were made to fight for love, for wealth, for knowledge, for power, for peace.
Talking about peace, it only comes after a war.
So, fight your battles no matter how much blood is drawn from you... FIGHT until you come out on the otherside, a Victor!
For ever success, a price was paid. Pay your Price and quit quitting!

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